Some Days Are Harder Than Others Or Are They?

‘Papa Donkey Mama Donkey And Baby Donkey’ mixed media on paper, By Christine Kowal. I Love the Donkeys. They usually hang out together. Papa can be a little ornery sometimes. Mama can get frustrated and baby just keeps on hanging with his parents. 

I felt like today was a hard day because I expected someone to be on board with what I know God is guiding me to do, creating a different understanding around death and staying connected. Essentially What God made, your word, the creator left a part of himself inside of us on purpose So that we can stay connected so that we are never alone. So that we are always part of him, so that we are always a part of and connected to one another.

I did an experiment the other day One of the things I’m working on getting rid of is my ego. My idea of my little self and where I fit in with everybody else. The problem with ego is that everything is about judgement. We are constantly judging one another. And I believe we’re here to love one another and stay connected. So as I was standing in the grocery store line up, which was very long by the way. I did what Eckhart Tolle suggests. When you are judging and your mind is working away, Open up a space in your mind. 

Open the space is what I say to myself. At first it’s a tiny crack but as you practice that crack gets bigger. And even in that crack in that moment all judgement stops. All chatter stops and you have a moment of peace and grace. All of a sudden everyone in the grocery store line was beautiful. There were no comparisons. We were all perfect and different in the way God, the Creator, your word made us. It was a such an incredible feeling to feel perfect and see everybody else as perfect too. I believe that’s the way God, The Creator, Consciousness made us to be perfect as we are and ready willing and excited about sharing that perfection that makes us special with one another. 

I always love photographs with Papa Leo (as we now refer to him that he’s gone home to God)


I chose the Donkey’s for today because I love the Donkeys and I think they’re perfect.

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Love and Light
Christine And The Animals

Minou Was A Baby Kitten Again Dancing And Playing

‘Minou Sitting’ 5′ x 7′ Oil paint on canvas, Craven Road Fence Project – part of The Toronto City Beautification Project

One of the things about having Animals as Family is that they are filled with pure white light and they simply don’t live as long. But the part of them that goes home to God, the spirit, God sends back to us when we are ready. 

This is how God explained it to me Life After Life  scroll down to the second picture. 

‘Orange Minou Sitting in An Orange Box in Our Orange House’ Mixed media on paper, By Christine Kowal

When Minou’s body died we were at the vet. She was 24 years old and her body had grown sick and tired. I new she was just waiting for me to be ready. She couldn’t walk down the hall without leaning on it.

I asked her if she wanted to go and she said if I was ready. So I made the appointment for the next morning. She went out that afternoon and said good bye to all of her friends in the neighbourhood. 

Minou sitting on my Paintings 


As her second shot was administered and her spirit left her body
, I closed my eyes. You don’t always have to but it really helps to see what can be seen with your own spirit. 

In the top right hand corner of the room I could see her spirit as a baby kitten jumping and dancing and playing all love and light. She was playing this game she used to play with Roland many years ago when she was very young and they both loved it. 

Love And Light
Christine and The Animals

Don’t forget to have a look at how God sends the spirit of our  Animals back to us when we are ready. 

Life After Life Scroll down to the second picture.